self-portrait in a kitchen window

new blog post.  trying to update more often…

ghost pictures ghost pictures ghost pictures

Successfully got my ticket to hangzhou and then back from nanjing. More expensive than I’d hoped :( now I just need a place to stay in hangzhou…

One Night in Hangzhou

hey if anyone is in hangzhou/has friends in hangzhou who have/know a place where i could stay for one night next week please let me know.  everywhere i’ve looked is booked already.


I made jam the other day out of some berries that I’m not familiar with and it turned out really well

Be Steadwell’s Vow of Silence: Preproduction and Process

The YouTube description:

Vow of Silence tells the story of Jade, a heartbroken composer who takes a vow of silence to win back the heart of Isis, her true love. In her struggle to reconnect with Isis, she meets Jaxson-an outgoing musician. Utilizing music, magic and silence-Jade finds her voice in the place she least expects it.

Vow of Silence is a music driven story, placing queer women of color at the center of the narrative. In her inability to speak-Jade communicates her pain, weakness, power and joy through music. An original score by Be Steadwell and live music narrate Jade’s journey. 

Currently in pre-production, Be Steadwell, FatbackFilms, and the Vow of Silence team is seeking funding and support for the project. To support, you may utilize the “Donate” button at the bottom of the page, share this link, or email

Talking Heads, by Kryzysztof Kieslowski

A short documentary film where the director asked people of different ages, occupations, etc., “who are you?” and “what do you want?”

David Lynch - Last Call

It’s Thursday baby

and I miss you so

“Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.”
— The Little Prince  (via stannisbaratheon)

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